Devastated

Looking at the mirror... All I see is. A girl. She's crying. Asking for a help, But no one hear nor see her. Wondering if she ever felt this way before. But, this is too hurt. Too hard. "What the hell is wrong with me" "This is just the beginning, shouldn't cry" She told someone abt her feelings. But what she got; " Relax lah " I admit, it is easy fr us to "say" relax. Trying to be so-called-relax. Too hard. She've tried. But.. Only fr a few days. She try again. Till now. Whenever she look into the mirror, all she can see is A pathetic girl who is crying and need someone to hear her. But.. No one. Even someone who admit them self as her bestfriend. That person, only know hw to say " Are you okay? " What is wrong with this type if people. Keep on asking "why" won't solve the problem stupid. Try to listen to her problems, cause that what she did when you're in trouble. She still keep her smile on and act like nothing. Because no one cares about her. No one cares about her feeling tho. People thought she's fine based on her physical. Mentaly. She've dead. Long time ago. If only she can kill everyone w/o feeling guilty and be arrested.

 Praying that tomorrow will be better than today.... is the only thing that she asked for. No more tears will be wasted. She's just too tired.

Yang belakang kite tak tahu

Kenal dari kecik.

Time kau pakai tudung senget lagi.

Sampai dah reti cermin diri sendiri.

Tapi sayang.

Cuma boleh cermin yang luar.

Dalam ...... Jangan cerita.

Kau cakap die itu ini.

Tapi kau lupa cermin diri sendiri.

Sebab kite kawan.

Aku percaya kau macam nak mati.

Rupanya kau ni sebenarnya mintak maki.

Pernah lah berkali-kali tengok muka kau,

rasa macam nak sepak. Bersepai berdarah jadilah .....koko-crunch.

Tapi aku baik hati.

Sebab semua orang kadang-kadang  memang macam mintak maki.

Lagi-lagi tengok muka kau hari-hari.

Muka mintak kaki.

Dekat twitter, baik hati.

Rupanya depan-depan masih belum cermin diri.

Patut tak sedar diri.

Kalau tak sedar diri orang kata mati.

Kau fikirlah sebelum lepas ni kau kene maki.

Sakit lah

Dah cukup elok aku biarkan kau.
Lepaskan kau dengan apa yang keluar dari mulut lidah air liur kau.
Kau kene ingat, sabar aku ade batas.
Bangsat.......


Sakit dalam orang mana nampak.
Kite tipu kite okay, sedangkan hati pedih.
Tu biasa je.
Orang tak kesah kau pedih celah mana.
Asalkan die tak pedih, kau ingat die nak kesah?